23 March 2011

10 Resolutions for Mental Health

It's spring recess! Yay! And I just read a beautiful set of resolutions:

1. At least once every day I shall look steadily up at the sky and remember that I, a consciousness with a conscience, am on a planet traveling in space with wonderfully mysterious things above and about me.
2. Instead of the accustomed idea of a mindless and endless evolutionary change to which we can neither add nor subtract, I shall suppose the universe guided by an Intelligence which, as Aristotle said of Greek drama, requires a beginning, a middle, and an end. I think this will save me from the cynicism expressed by Bertrand Russell before his death when he said: "There is darkness without, and when I die there will be darkness within. There is no splendor, no vastness anywhere, only triviality for a moment, and then nothing."
3. I shall not fall into the falsehood that this day, or any day, is merely another ambiguous and plodding twenty-four hours, but rather a unique event, filled, if I so wish, with worthy potentialities. I shall not be fool enough to suppose that trouble and pain are wholly evil parentheses in my existence, but just as likely ladders to be climbed toward moral and spiritual manhood.
4. I shall not turn my life into a thin, straight line which prefers abstractions to reality. I shall know what I am doing when I abstract, which of course I shall often have to do.
5. I shall not demean my own uniqueness by envy of others. I shall stop boring into myself to discover what psychological or social categories I might belong to. Mostly I shall simply forget about myself and do my work.
6. I shall open my eyes and ears. Once every day I shall simply stare at a tree, a flower, a cloud, or a person. I shall not then be concerned at all to ask what they are but simply be glad that they are. I shall joyfully allow them the mystery of what Lewis calls their "divine, magical, terrifying and ecstatic" existence.
7. I shall sometimes look back at the freshness of vision I had in childhood and try, at least for a little while, to be, in the words of Lewis Carroll, the "child of the pure unclouded brow, and dreaming eyes of wonder."
8. I shall follow Darwin's advice and turn frequently to imaginative things such as good literature and good music, preferably, as Lewis suggests, an old book and timeless music.
9. I shall not allow the devilish onrush of this century to usurp all my energies but will instead, as Charles Williams suggested, "fulfill the moment as the moment." I shall try to live well just now because the only time that exists is now.
10. Even if I turn out to be wrong, I shall bet my life on the assumption that this world is not idiotic, neither run by an absentee landlord, but that today, this very day, some stroke is being added to the cosmic canvas that in due course I shall understand with joy as a stroke made by the architect who calls himself Alpha and Omega.
So many blessings =)

18 March 2011

Top Chef

Last year, CCF held a Top Chef competition between master chef Dennis and master chef(ette?)s Susan and Ann. It was awesome. It meaning the preparation, the cooking, the smelling (of good food), and -- best of all -- the eating. =D

Anywhos, I saw this video, and it's super-cute. Plus, watching it is for a good cause.


Korean food = yum!

07 March 2011

Navigators

Last week was spring break at Rice, and oh, what a wonderful break it was! I had the chance to travel to the beautiful city of Boston with two lovely lady friends, and we quite thoroughly explored the city of Boston and the Cambridge area. =) It was good getting to know these two friends better, and having the time to relax and talk and eat -- and eat a lot we certainly did, in between trekking from place to place and getting somewhat lost on the way.

We had the chance to go to Park Street Church with Andrew, and I certainly learned a lot that Sunday, both through the sermon and in our fellowship over lunch with Adrian, Rebecca, and John. Things like reaching out to the homeless... At Rice, it is too easy to stay in this lovely campus bubble separated from the reality of how much desperate need there is. Need for a listening ear, need for a look of compassion (not pity), need for feeling intrinsic worth as a person, need for understanding (not judgement). And all these things, I feel, stem from one greater need -- a need for the one true God of all. He's the one sustainer, redeemer, savior, friend who will never ever fail.

One thing that I noticed... too often I forget the person of God, being busy pursuing all the things I think that I should do. But where is God in all these things after which I seek? Why don't I put Him first, why don't I see His presence in everything? I guess part of my issue is being happy with being busy and forgetting to actively look for the ways God is working all around (and in) me and neglecting to continue seeking to know God.

The pastor at Park Street talked briefly of the "hand" mnemonic that the Navigators use in their ministry. To know God, time must be spent with His word... And here's the supercool "hand"y tool they recommend to learn from the Bible, starting from the pinky and going to the thumb:

"HEARING 
READING 
STUDYING 
MEMORIZING 
MEDITATING "


And I've resolved to pull myself out of my several-year-long memorization-hole and start (re)memorizing verses again. =) I pray that God speaks to me through his Word, and that the verses being written in my mind and heart really truly navigate me through the crazy waters of college life and beyond.